It's been such a long time since I have been in here and posted anything and even longer to post in here, in my journal.

Things have been extremely hectic over the last almost 2 years and feels like I had been going crazy since the last time I wrote in here or even was able to write a poem, let alone a decent poem, but have written a few, which I will be posting shortly.

Anyhoo, had moved a little over a year ago to an apartment of my own after the sale of our house last year, had been in two relationships, the first one ended badly, and the second one, well, lasted longer than the first one, but ended pretty badly too.

Oh men are so not worth my time anymore. Had considered myself bisexual up to the point of a few months ago, when I finally thought things through and truly found myself, along with a dream I had, a few months ago, that I think really, truly confirmed my sexuality and no longer consider myself bisexual, but a lesbian.

Yes, it may sound like it's because of the two bad experiences I have had with the two previous ex's, but it's not and don't worry, any of the females on my friends' list, I'm not the kind of person who just hits on any girl, just wanted to clear that up.

Anyhoo, have started one on one therapy going on a year now, got a new caseworker, and just a bunch of other things that have been going on and have been dealing off and on with the continiuous depression and all that, but I'm still here, still alive, and some how surviving.

Anyhoo, guess I will just end this for right now and will write something else another time, day, or whenever I feel like I have something to write about